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A day that faded to black and white;
Saturday, September 15, 2007

Its the 11th month Berry...
But this time,
No longer can i call her mine...
Serenade songs of our love back to me please...



Faded into memories;
Thursday, September 13, 2007

Days back when i was at my lowest;
Roy comforted me,
"If she meant to be yours,she will be"...
Today,he got dumped...
And he feeling the shits,real depressed.
Reminisce got too much,
Consoling each other were what we did,
Feeling the exact shits couldnt got any worse...
Tear shed time and time again...

What's the heck is happening?

Scene at the Padang came too strong,
I see you,beside me sitting at the padang,
I love you we said,
Faded into memories...
I want to get out,
It's so hard to handle...
Each place i hide,
Only reminds me of you...

Getting down on my knees,
Will you come back to me?
Or will you say its' too late gal?

Spare me the pain...



Paint my love;

Songs of my heart crys out for you;
Will you ever feel the same?
Since the day you became mine,
Days before faded to black and white...
Moments promised,never fufilled;
Will you come back to write them into my heart?
My heart wrecks,tear rolled down,
Scenes of you crying for me,
Scenes of you running down just to say sorry,
hugging me tight,no more...
Its' a total different you today,
Do you really feel the same today and on the day at padang?
I miss the affections you showered...
I miss the memories,
I miss the tears u shed,
I miss the blushy you who want me to stay,
I miss the gal who assured me of her love and wrote me poems,
I miss the fireworks in our heart,
Most of you,i miss you precious gal...
I willing to give up everything,
Climb the highest mountains,
Swim the deepest sea,
Just for the World's only you...
But will you say "i do" and serenade the songs of love to me again?
Will you say "Ever my love will burn like fire for you"again?
Will you?



True is my love tt's prevailing,
Just for the World's only you...



Candles tt were blown off;
Tuesday, September 11, 2007

I wished i could call you mine again,
I wish i could grab your petite hand tight and says "don't be afraid, i am there to protect you..."
I wish you could say "don't be sad,at least you still have me..."
But,i know u made your mind,and all i could,
is to put up a brave front and support you through your toughest period...
I really adore you,my one and only sweetheart...
But...i know there's nothing i can do...
save me oh God...



Reminisce that hurts;
Monday, September 10, 2007

I procrastinated for awhile whether to create this blog,but in the end i decided i would and i did.

The reason why i created this is simply due to the reminisce of the memories we shared the tears that shed was too much to handle,and i simply do not want to tell anyone especially her.

This even more so since she is preparing for her major lap in her life.



Therefore,this will be a dwelling/refuge place wherby i could pour all my emotions and just let me salavage every moments and everything that concerned about the precious gal that i just couldn't let my hand go of...



It's just so hard...

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