I kissed dating goodbye...
Monday, November 12, 2007
"I wish for you to remember that i have always love you to crumbs"This is one sentence that i will never be sick to read again and again that is saved in my cellphone and input into my heart...
It's something that means the world to me...
A sentence that makes me feel i had fulfilled my purpose of making her happy,blissed and loved and cherish the fact that i had once such moment before...
Things change,globe spins and time ticks,
Having gone through much,
Relationships is no more just a game for teenagers whom are in need for some short term passionate lust or just out there to have some fun or to satisfy the needs for your own and due to the sake of your own selfishness...
Intimacy should always come hand in hand with commitment...
Guys should guard the gals of thier purity and not cause them to jump into doing things that they will regret in time to come...
Gals should always guard their own purity and not let momentary passions and needs ruin the purity of yours and always guard against guys who are out there to have some short term relationships due to lust or physical gains...
Love and passionate lust are two DIFFERENT things that we must take note of...
Are we being with someone because we are sure that something will come out of it or its it just "for fun" or it is just passionate lust luring?
I felt i had fulfilled my purpose of what i set out doing,protecting the interests of the gal i loved and had called mine and guard her purity and make it a point that i am there for her coz its love and the i want to make her the happiest and see her great smile that i never fail to yearn for more and not passionate lust or merely physical gains...
I had made it a point to match intimacy with commitment that i had gave wholeheartedly...
Broke ups matched with regrets is something that i felt and don't want to feel again...
On hindsight having said that i felt i fufilled the role of a boyfriend,i felt could had practised more self control and guard firmer against temptations and the fact that at times letting myself fall into the pits of temptation and let my focus waver...
But i had always make it a point to correct that and show her that love is more than just physical embraces but with the way that i had showed my love with the unconditioning of giving that i poured out to her with all of me...
But things changed,no longer should she be called mine and i have to alter the expression of affection that i have for her,all these should be sealed in the heart for now and i wish her all the best and hopefully the guy that comes next will give her what i cannot give and give more and better than i can...
And ultimately protecting the gal's purity which is so precious and one can only have once in a lifetime and give her the love that is not mixed/confused with passionate lust or use her for physical gains or selfish thoughts...
As for a gal that is so close to my heart,nothing matters more than seeing her happy and living a life of purity and not a highway to self destruction and disregarding her own purity that she would regret in due time...
For now, i will pray for her and hopefully the path that she choose to take is a path of purity and happiness...
And till i can open my heart again and love again with true love, match intimacy with commitment and love her and stand guard her purity and love her with all my heart fervently and unconditionally,
I will kiss dating goodbye..."For true love isnt just expressed in passionately whispered words or intimate kiss or an embrace; before two people are married, love is expressed in self control, patience and even words left unsaid."I cant agree more with the sentence...
Goodbye...
Tuturu...
